BewildereD........

Now it seems life is ready to take a very sharp u-turn.

After bidding goodbye to some of my best buddies and after attending 4 days of the training programme by the firm I have been placed in, I suddenly feel like a grown up.

10 years back when I had nothing other than my school stuff to bother about and nobody caring to even involve me in any other so-called important matters and decisions, how bad I urged that i was an adult.

When i saw the "bade log" going out and taking care of all important matters, i wished somebody took me serious enough to ask my views over some of those issues.

Today when I actually have earned the position when I am being asked to take bigger decisions on my own and live life on my terms, I feel this impulse of going 10 years back, again to my childhood days. 

I want to go back to those times when nobody looked forward to what was my say on the significant cuts of life.

I want to go back to those days when the schedule of a regular day was all about getting ready in the morning for school, waiting for the school bus at 5:30 a.m. , enjoying the 6 hours of everyday school life with friends, standing at the bus gate waiting for the dismissal bell, going back home and wait eagerly for the clock to tick 5 p.m. so that i could run out of the house to play outdoor games, completing my home-work , packing my bag for the next day and going off to bed.

Life has reached the crossroad where i very well knew it would some day, ready to reveal the newer dimensions of life, offering the openings to new opportunities and to meet more people.

But each day as i move closer to this new sphere, i feel those butterflies inside my stomach which i used to get before going to take the exams or on the report card day during school times.

It is very difficult to understand this strange flavor of life all of a sudden. 

And bidding adieu to my pals is making all of it much more worse.

I wish I never grew up at all.

I wish my parents took all these vital decisions for me as they did earlier.

And most of all I wish I never had to part from my friends.

Time seems to be slipping out of my hand like grains of sand and although i want to hold on to it so bad, it is impossible.

All i can do now is to have patience and loads of courage to take life head-on as it comes.

TBBT :)

After having completed the majestic publications like “ PRISON BREAK” and “LOST” I have recently picked up a new and to be fair enough, a quite discreet series. That had to be mentioned when the three names are being used in such adjacent sentences. So here I break the ice… its called TBBT.
Yeah I know its one of those famous American series and I am pretty sure most of you would have already seen it by now.
Well frankly, I am almost in the middle of season 1 and completely beguiled by the show already. So here are some tit bits from my angle on the show.

To begin with, some illuminance for those who haven’t seen it yet. Do not get mislead by the name. I say that because in case you are not an ardent fan of Sci-fi programs there are 100% chances of you getting appalled by it.

I do not blame the name to be a total deceiver at that. No doubt it contains a huge essence, well rather its almost a dive into the dire scientific terms throughout the episodes.
But , the pitiful story basically revolves around this group of nerds who keep trying quite hard to mingle up with the ‘ordinary man’, as adverted by Sheldon, ohhh…I am not going to spoil the fun here by revealing the name of the most interesting character so modestly, trust me he deserves, heaps of praise.
Now, the ones who have got a chance to view it, must be wondering why I just called it a ‘pitiful’ story??
No, its not these nerds for sure whom I am having sympathy upon, on the contrary it’s the rest of the world around them, and most of all their front door neighbor, poor PENNY.
The degree of the extent of her haplessness can be judged in one of the episodes when this super geek, Sheldon breaks into her house (OMG I again entered into the saga of Sheldon, GOD help me…he is already driving me nuts…
Mmmm let me introduce you to all the characters here itself bcoz I surely cant hold the misadventure that poor penny went thru inside my stomach any more.
1)Sheldon , 2)Leonard (both physicists),3)Rajesh(the astrophysicist), 4)Howard(the engineer)….. ;are the four nerds I earlier mentioned about and of course 5)poor penny(a waitress)...intro done)
Let us continue.
Okay so I was at the point when Sheldon broke into penny’s house with the spare key she had given to her neighbors for emergencies, mind it;
And stayed there to clean it to his satisfaction, because apparently he could not sleep with so much randomness in his vicinity.
The reason behind this unusual act, is what you people must be thinking of.
The argument that Sheldon had given would definitely bounce off ur head.
So for now just let it be his utter discomfort with entropy all around penny’s house, and in ordinary man’s language, penny had a habit of living with mess all around her apartment.
This was just a tinee-winee example from the vast gallery of deeds by Sheldon cooper.
Now that I am a little content with the description of the mastermind for now, i can try moving further.
Leonard, the friend who shares the apartment with Sheldon, happens to be a less peculiar geek, as he is quite often open to changes.
Raj and … are the other two friends of the nerdy bunch who are nevertheless into driving the ordinary people crazy all the time with their extraordinary experiments.

One thing which I noticed and do appreciate about this series is that they have portrayed a perfectly intimate friendship clubbed with the loads of mockeries and leg-pulling of an Indian , a Jewish and two American guys.

Well that’s a lot I guess for now, I suggest all to go watch this wonderful expedition on the turmoil of the world, courtesy 4 extraordinary geeky guys.
Don't worry u will survive it...like the rest of us did...
You will love it!!!

hangover of four years...soon to cease :( :(

I can clearly recall the day of my admission. I was so annoyed at the idea of spending the four golden years of college lyf in an institution situated at a place which could not even be located on the google map.
But as the years passed, I realized the loads of opportunities that this campus has given me which not only helped me overcome my shortcomings but had transformed me overall and become the person today I am, all set to face the intriguing world outside.
I also happened to meet some very wonderful batchmates, teachers and of course the most mystifying bunch of idiots called ‘PULSATORS‘ and life suddenly seemed to develop completely new definitions. These people began grabbing those corners in my heart which had been left vacant for some extraordinary debuts over my lifetime.
The new horizon I was getting into was replete with various ups and downs which I thought I had to go through on my own. But whenever I thought I was standing alone and looked behind, to my surprise there were always these idiots trying their level best to spoil my concentration, teasing and laughing aloud but yet the pillar which never let me tumble or fall down.
I have seen them pull my sleeves and remind me whenever any success was about to enter my head…
I have seen them offer their shoulders in my miseries and make me laugh…and cry themselves over it later.
I have seen them tease me for every little thing…which in a way made me correct thousands of my mistakes .
Now that I realize, my college life has almost come to an end………………
there is just one thought preoccupying my mind……………………………….
I stepped into this campus wid fear in my heart and tears in my eyes for leaving behind my cocoon and stepping into a totally new domain...
And today when I stand on the threshold of the world which once appeard so alien,I again feel the same fear and my eyes are yet again filled wid tears for leaving behind this place that has now become a second home for me..just the pain of departing would be far more than it had been four years back.

a tribute to all mothers of the world...

When god realized that he could not always stay by the side of each one of us, he created mothers.
Since then the entire world became appallingly dependent upon this divine figure.
She is like the unseen pillar which is there behind us to prevent us from tumbling.
She is there by our sides through all the evens and odds of our lives.
She is there to correct us when we make mistakes.
She praises us for every little achievement, which might go unnoticed by the rest of the world.
She is there to support us when we stumble even on the most petite pebbles to patch our wounds.
She is there to feed us with our favorite dishes and also bear our tantrums when we do not want to eat.
She is there to lend an ear to the silliest chit-chats we have to blab and listens to them as if they were the most interesting issues to bother leaving behind all the other important tasks she may have to complete.
She is the strongest person by our side when we are in agony and never lets us get a hint of what she herself might be going through.
We may not want to share all our secrets when we grow up, but to your surprise, she already knows most of it just by having a glance at our faces.

Even if we put together all the words and phrases from the best of dictionaries of the world, they cannot reflect the tremendous love, affection and blessings that they shower upon us ,every moment of our lives.

We can never give them any gift that can suffice the innumerable sacrifices that our mothers make right from the day we are born and the hardships that they face in bringing us up as a person that the world looks up to .

So, Here is a small request for all of my friends on this mothers’ day. I hope all of you will agree and abide by it always.

We always quote that our mothers are our best friends. And they definitely remain so throughout their lives. But how many of us keep up to our part of this relationship???
As we grow up and enter the world of adults, get married, have our own families to deal with, there are times when we get engrossed with the tasks around us to an extent when we do not even have time to sit beside our mothers and share a little talk.
We tend to find excuses when she calls to share some of her problems which she might be facing as the consequences of aging or maybe just to do away with her loneliness.
That is the time when she needs our support and care and just a little attention.
I don’t think that is even the humblest of desires she can put up on behalf of being a mother.

Let us all take a pledge today that however busy we get or however far our work takes us, we will never allow these distances to stand in between our mother and us.

A mother is the most wonderful gift that nature has bestowed upon mankind.

TREASURE HER FOREVER!!!